1. |
Brewer
03:36
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I can feel it all taking place inside of me. These raging currents are eroding all of my self control away. More often than not, I feel as if a cancer is taking hold and turning me into someone I do not want to be. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to hide this from you, but then again, I don't know how willing I am to try.
Hunger, pull me through these walls
Hunger, consecrate this fall
Hunger, pull me through these walls
Hunger, liberate it all
Hunger, pull me through these walls
Hunger, consecrate this fall
Hunger, pull me through these walls
Hunger, liberate it all
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2. |
Eyes for You
05:40
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Breathing in down to the deepest bone, again
Filling footprints with my very own, again
To bring another into all I know, again
Though separated you are not alone, again
The God above has gifted me with eyes for you
Perfectly synchronized
Breaking through
Sinking in the mess of what I made myself until I realized just what to do
Memory cannot perfect a piece of you
And I will stumble from my own restraint, again
And I'll become the force in which you can't constrain, again
The God above has gifted me with eyes for you
When depths are deeper I will pull you down into
There are parts of you that I would never burn
And there are parts of you that I could never learn
There are parts of you that give me control
And there are parts of you that just
That just
Swallow me whole
Swallow you
I wanna open it and see the light
I wanna pummel it and make it bright
I wanna pick it up and pull it all inside
Inside of me
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3. |
Fantastic Passion
02:48
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4. |
At the Height of It All
04:09
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Caught in the clutch of a something that has me famishing
If only it allowed another way
Collective neck bent in hands of suffering
A blackened snout barks demands to manifest
I'll throw it away
I'm covered in gray
I'm ready to fall
I'm at the height of it all
It's what you get when you want them to look at you
You make it hard not to suffocate
Bated breath for the parts you still hide
And oh how I would kill just to watch you separate
If you come back to me I will bite my tongue
Everywhere you're running
Is everywhere I'll go
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5. |
A Part of You
07:06
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I've got it figured out
I'll risk it all again
There's something tearing at my will to keep from you
Every now and then
I want to give you flesh and blood
And push the rest aside
Another promise I will break yet again
Just to get inside
I just want you to fuck me, feel me
Let it go
Use me, bruise me
Uh huh
I just want you to chain me, pain me
Take it all
Swallow the seed, allow me
To be a part of you
I'm going in again now
I just can't stay away
There seems to be another animal
That needs to get its way
Straightened passageway
Momentary bliss
This heap of flesh will know
That I exist
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6. |
My Martyr
04:48
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I
I have a certain disposition
And I
Finally have you in submission
Once again
And I
Can almost taste incredible release
But my
My martyr just won't be enough for me
Enough to get me off
I'll leave you broken on the floor
On the floor
Right now
I'll leave you begging me for more
No more
Oh oh
It's been so long since I have felt the heat leave from your skin
The very thought of your breath has worn my patience thin
And you
You've just got a certain motion that I can't resist
And your eyes, your eyes
They're begging just to see the depth of it
And I can't help myself
I'll leave you broken on the floor
On the floor
Right now
I'll leave you begging me for more
No more
Oh oh
I'll leave you open on the wall
Like a fucking pig
I'll leave you crawling towards the light
For the things you did
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7. |
Appetite
04:05
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Scream at the sky
And flutter into glass
Possessed at last
Your wings folded back
My pin-boarded beauty
On display
Stray locks of hair
And calloused fingertips
Scrape the earth
Hunger breeds a slave
Its stomach will empty
And feed again
How much is enough?
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8. |
Within These Walls
05:43
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Another burdening upon my soul
Another reason to avert the gaze
Of the curious
Haunted by a face so hysterical
And divine
Till I break, burst, or tear away
It's all inside
Behind the bricks and the clay
And within these walls
I hear them call for me
I see myself in every pair of eyes
Disappearing when they look away
Stricken, stiff, I am paralyzed
And under breath I can hear them say
No, no, he doesn't come alive
God knows that you want me to
If I never kept it all inside
I'd not possess you
So why not resist me?
Why not desist me?
Why not convict me?
Why not reveal my oeuvre?
Why not just kill me?
Reach down and thrill me
Come and fulfill me
End it all
'Cause
It's all inside
Behind the bricks and the clay
And within these walls
I hear them call for me
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9. |
Modus Operandi
04:10
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Right as I think I'm out...
Tightened cords burrow themselves deep
Contortions so crude
Bathing in your heat one final time
As the cold steel bonds us two
Can't stand how it feels at the bottom
Goddamn what it's all about
Coming up just to feed at the surface
Separate and spill it out
Please wait
I can't tell just how much is coming through
I can't tell how much is enough for me
But just this last time will have to do
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10. |
The Beheading
02:11
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11. |
Leather Lament
07:56
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God, how many times must you test me now?
God, there's something else in which I've been far more devout
A violence so personal
So personal
I can feel the dawning of an unbearable horizon
And I know, so do you
Have I not made it clear the kind of tragedy that I've been rising?
Just to disappear in the mess of you
I can see the color seeping out of your eyes
I can close the distance each and every time
But will it be enough?
Will it be enough?
As the devoured fails to digest
Intrusive thoughts gestate within
Please wait
Now what about my forked tongue has put you off, babe?
Come in close, no need to fear
Go ahead and settle in
For the longest of nights
'Cause freedom has never felt so near
I savor the cries that escape your trembled lips
As you spill petals from little roses
And I shall make communion of what's left of your persist
But the oppressive thirst will never quench till
I can see the color seeping out of your eyes
I can close the distance each and every time
But will it be enough?
Will it be enough
For me?
You've done all you could to end the misery
But realize
Your lament can not erase the stain of me
I'll seize it all and feed myself again
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12. |
A Searing Reality
04:14
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I know what I've done. And oh how I've wallowed in the depths of it. So hard coming back down. I'm a slave to this hunger. Spare me of screaming glares and tattered words. The strain in your voice is all I need. I know you loathe what I've become. Just know God made me this way. God made me this way. And now my whole fucking world is falling apart.
The whole world from behind glass. The whole fucking world from behind glass. From here are finalities beheld. The result of a ceaseless calling. A resounding internal noise. Its infliction echoes through caverns of memory and time. If only I had the courage - the strength to sever these ties and swallow it all, I would. But the switch has been thrown and in relentless intervals will I live within every breath you take. Regular intrusions. Reminders of the cruelty of chance. The stain that is my existence.
Forever stained
Forever stained
This heap of flesh will know that I exist
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Grand Folly Boston, Massachusetts
Settle in for the longest of nights.
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