I know what I've done. And oh how I've wallowed in the depths of it. So hard coming back down. I'm a slave to this hunger. Spare me of screaming glares and tattered words. The strain in your voice is all I need. I know you loathe what I've become. Just know God made me this way. God made me this way. And now my whole fucking world is falling apart.
The whole world from behind glass. The whole fucking world from behind glass. From here are finalities beheld. The result of a ceaseless calling. A resounding internal noise. Its infliction echoes through caverns of memory and time. If only I had the courage - the strength to sever these ties and swallow it all, I would. But the switch has been thrown and in relentless intervals will I live within every breath you take. Regular intrusions. Reminders of the cruelty of chance. The stain that is my existence.
Forever stained
Forever stained
This heap of flesh will know that I exist
A dazzling tapestry of sound, the latest from Shoeb Ahmad sets whispery vocals deep in electroacoustic soundscapes. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 17, 2021